quarta-feira, 2 de março de 2011

- long night

I feel so stupid, Romeo. You know, today was quite good for a rainy day. I couldn't expect more than watching movies, writting some letters to you or looking for you in another arms. As a matter of fact, that has been my routine. I feel as though I cannot live without you anymore. How am I supposed to let you go now? I couldn't, I would die.
Don't you dare saying that you already know me, because you simply don't. You have no idea what I'm capable of. I could give you every single piece of my heart as long as you put them together and I really do trust you would do that, but you've found me heartless. Will you give me yours?
Haven't you noticed? I'm tired of taking care of people, I strongly need to be taken care of. So why aren't you here tonight? I wish I could wrap around your arms and sleep. There's no need to talk tonight, you would understand every little thing just by looking at my eyes.
The thing is I can't trust anyone, I have lost my faith. I should have given up by now, but I'm holding loose just because I know you are real, Romeo. And you are everything to me.

The word was on the street that you've been talking about me a lot. Does it mean anything? I can't stop talking about you either, but I talk to myself. You're the most beautiful secret I have got, I wouldn't share it with anyone else but the walls of my bedroom. By the way, let's share these walls, I need you here tonight. No need to talk, no need to move, I just need to feel that you're near.
Turn off the lights.

2 comentários:

  1. All my willingness to live is fading away. My heart burns, aches and madly wants to be there with you. I am suffering, I feel lost and I want to find my way back to you.
    Jealousy, I never was jealous, but now I am, because my love to you is real, is unstoppable, and it is growing everyday.
    I need to work harder and harder to find the path that will lead me to you and into your arms.
    I truly love you and I want to be a part of you forever.

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  2. I dare to say i know you.Not all.Finding out everyday a little bit more. Unravelling your secrets. Look inside of me, find you.Please dont let go of me, youd take my heart on the way out. You know its yours dont you?
    How many times dont i waited on to hear your voice of laughter? Changing my world with a wiggle of your hand.Waiting on to see that bitchy smile when looking at me or just how you keep me in chains with a move of thy white thigh. Your my owner. You own me. Every little wish, my command.
    Steal a rose and give it to you if want me to and steal ten thousand if you dont want.
    You know i wish i could hold you now. Smile at your smile, caress your hair watching a movie, make you beg for a chocolate, throw you out of bed and laugh at you.
    If i was searching for the truth and heard angels calling my name theyd tell me to find the four letters blonde. You know nothing ever felt to me like you do?Can you feel when i look in your eyes?
    I want you. For the rest of my life. So we can hear metallica in our wedding day. Ive chosen the song. Master of puppets. Understand, eh?
    And my babe, the word was on the street that i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now.
    Time passes by and its drawing near. The trust i seeked i found in you, for we are so close, no matter how far. Life is ours, we live it our way. You know the words i dont just say, so i just dont say. We do what we do and nothing else matters.
    Strange crazy little blonde girl, we share walls every night, what we dont share is my bed.
    For now.
    And if i should live forever and all my dreams come true my memories of love will be of you.

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