Romeo, I’ve got a feeling that things are about to get wild! I have been dreaming about liars and I’m afraid it’s some kind of a warning. Lately people are acting crazy, don’t you think? I might get crazy too and, beware, I’m taking you with me.
These past few weeks I simply couldn’t hear my heart, my thoughts were louder and feel like they will linger. It’s like I’m deaf, people can say anything, but I don’t actually hear them. I don’t know why, but I just don’t. I believe in what I feel and that’s it, nothing more.
God knows you’re my only Romeo and I hope you know as well. I’m sorry if I hurt you, that’s definitely not my intention but I have this strong need to always be as honest as I can with you so, here it goes: Today, even if it’s just for this moment, I cannot trust you. I’ve seen you staring and smiling to another person, I’ve read all of the messages you kept secretly in the corner of your eyes and I’ve listened to your silent voice that said: in this very moment, I don’t want you. I don’t mind if I will want you even more in the next second, right now I just don’t, at all. And as I was listening to that, I needed you. In that very moment you did not want me.
Also, I wouldn’t be completely honest if I didn’t tell you what I’m about to: I have just lost my faith, I don’t know why, but I know you are the only one who can bring it back. Just tell me I’m the only. No, not with your mouth, shut it! I don’t want to hear it, I need to know. I need to feel.
There are my final lines, ive lived all my nine lives, my nights are over cannot feel your heart anymore.
ResponderExcluirI lived only through you, my scar, my heart, my truth! I do not want to die but no more can i love you!
How hard it is to understand my wish to die hand in hand?
This night is like a dream, you will be the last thing i see
I hold your hand, close my eyes, all i love finally dies.
Drank the poison, must foul with you...
But why do you smile?
Dont smile
Dont you smile
You are supposed to wither away with me so, Juliette, please dont smile
Im paralyzed and you are still alive
Life is but a long and sad game
Drifting souls avoiding shame
Two dead swans is all we need to pave the winding memory lane
No helloes, no bad goodbyes
Waiting, distant, silent cries
You can live with my pain, its your own you cannot take?
The light and the clarity welcome change for life in the darkness, sea of my sanity...
Lost in vanity...
All i ever wanted to be lost in you
My burden, the hatred
My own reality...
Mirror and smokes the final truth unfolds
Your reality... mirror my hopes
Where you will need me
They will never find us again once the trail has gone cold
All things good end into a minute of silence!
I get myself in line
One minute of silence to face my own demise
One minute of silence this is not what i signed for
One minute of silence you double-crossing love you no more
How hard is it to understand?
My wish to die hand in hand
These wounds stay open all night long
But you are the last thing i will see...